whee, i have managed to sorta catch up on my assignments. i hope and pray that is...
shall have a chat *shudder*, with my lecturers to ascertain my situation.
please god, let me not turn into mush whenever i start talking to that person. let me be able to act like the fun/crazy/usual person i think i am. i hate the fact i seem to go into seriousselfconciousnervous mode sometimes around you know who.
it'll make life more fun again if i can be a little more insane like usual around that person. and not worry too much about what opinions or conclusions might arise. if that person doesn't like it, i shouldn't force it. don't wanna be the wonky shaped peg trying to fit thru a square hole that's not even the correct size.
these circles i keep running around make me dizzy.
