i seem to be in egulenlen mode for a short while.
well anyways. life has been moving really fast for me and waaay to many things have been happening at the same time, and i must try to find again the complacent self i once was. (was i ever?)
i need to make that list of urgent and important, urgent, but not important, and important but not urgent.
that i must learn patience and the virtue letting things happen.
but i get this fear sometimes that complacency could lead to stagnation.
but then when i over-do it, i could be smothering the flame.
...(@_@ )""...
at least i can take comfort that some things never change. aka life is still a wheel of blades that doesn't stop turning.
a door had closed. but then again several others have opened up. the only problem is, they're all in the same building and invariably i'll be running into past faces which will result in awkwardness and hostility from the sudden change in departments.
i have given my heart away. but hopefullly the recepient doesn't want to visit the returns and exchanges counter after getting a second look and seeing the "made in tanjung rambutan" label... :P
i want to be happy, i am happy, but then my usual previously unacknowledged paranoid side is now gaining a stronger foothold everyday. i shall beseech upon the help of god and his angels < my darling friends, you guys know who you are ;) > to help keep me in check and to give me an ice cube down the back of my shirt when i start being an ass.
so much to do, so much coming up. i need to get a proper organizer cos i don't trust the soggy bowl of overcooked instant noodles known as my brain.
a curious article stumbled upon by gure and shared to me whilst doing research on a presentation on eastern values for moral studies class.
a quote from the site =
"If you stop sex, then you become spiritually advanced. This is the secret. If you stop sex, then you will become spiritually advanced, and if you indulge in sex, then you will become materially enthusiastic. That is the difference between Western and Eastern culture. The whole Eastern culture is based on how to stop sex, and here in the Western countries‑how to increase sex."
i found it interesting and hilarious in a way. maybe it's just me tho :D kyahahha
Of course, Ankh-Morpork's citizens had always claimed that the river water was incredibly pure. Any water that had passed through so many kidneys, they reasoned, had to be very pure indeed.
--from the book Sourcery by Terry Pratchett
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