ONIGIRI SPEAKS !: a certain je ne sais quoi

Monday, August 02, 2004

a certain je ne sais quoi

*yawn*

how unusual, it's 10.20pm but i feel slightly drowsy.

wow. it's been a whirlwind of a week and i have emerged from it changed but still the same.
i have finally been honest to my parents about myself, and have been happily shocked.

it just goes to show how stupid i have been in underestimating my parents and the way they handled it really made me wonder why i dun tell them more.

but now that they know, i dun feel so much like a split personality anymore, and i wanna actively pursue living instead of hiding.

a special hug and thanks too all my friends who have stayed and put up with me thru all of my ups and down on this journey. and also a wonderful joy i have felt on gaining new and wonderful people as friends when i willingly opened up to them, and was not turned away.

alas however,

obligations await as surmised by this song from the musical finian's rainbow

Necessity, Necessity,
That most unnecessary thing, Necessity.
What throws a monkey wrench in
A fella's good intention?
That nasty old invention - Necessity.
My feet wanna dance in the sun,
My head wants to rest in the shade,
The Lord says "Go out and have fun,"
But the landlord says "Your rent ain't paid!"
Necessity, it's plain to see
What a lovely old world this silly old world could be,
But man it's all in a mess, 'cause of Necessity.